SO... A FAREWELL POST ?

Hiiiiiii !!! I know owning a blog on the internet is kinda risky... because if people stumble over your blog and,they read some content from it and it is like, all your secrets being acknowledge. But, i think i can take it.. because ... "Dare to do something different" . I don't care if my mother or sister or enemy or crush might come over this blog... hahaha i hope you are not being judgmental by the way. So, its been a long, long time since my last update isn't it ? I know, and I'm so sorry... :(

So....tonight i was thinking about the title of this post. Yep, THE TITLE. I don't think I can blog anymore. Im busy right now... Plus, I rarely get the chance to come online. Well, i do have a lot to say but the time is the problem. ( It sucks!) I know....Here's my reaction right now:

So, what are you doing this instant ? If me, I am sitting on my bed (super cozy) while listening to Spotify. The musics kinda give me some moods to write blog somehow. Well, after all I have nothing else to do so..... I blog ! 

(I CAN BLOG ALL DAY IF I WANT IDGAD!)

Okay.... Im starting to get bored right now... Perhaps i need to think of something interesting to update sooner or later. (=,=) 

I need to log out and check out my twitter now. Thanks for being my readers and viewers... i love you peeps a lot ! Keep spreading the love ! 

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Till then, 

All the love, I.

AFTER A LOOOOOOOOONG TIME !!!!!!!

Hellooooo again my dear readers and viewers ! Sorry if I havent been posting for a long time . I dont know I think I have started to get a lil bit busier in the past few months . Or perhaps I am too busy about being normal ME . (maybe Im taking my Me Time for a long time that I forgot about this whole thing !)

So, tonight , actually there's 1001 ideas came in my mind this evening but it was happening so fast that Im afraid I might run out of ideas . I don't really feel afraid or ashamed on owning a blog and knowing that it is for general viewing . (well, maybe I startled a little at first) But, the deeper I think, the more I know that:
I think its normal and i need not to be afraid of what my personality are . Like , if you like to post on blogspot then go on . No one can stop you from doing so . And , if you like to post a picture on the Instagram, feel free to do so . My words is : DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY AND FOLLOW YOUR PASSION . Well, for me , I must admit that I like to write ( a lot ! ) on nearly every notebook or diary that I have as a collection . Because people like me , I dont really tell what I really feel because I find it quite hard for expressing it . So, yeah... you can say I'm a bit of a mysterious type .

People these day just have to stop labeling and start living . Now when I say LIVING, i really mean the right way of LIVING . No racism , no abusing , and most importantly no hating . Whoops, Im talking like a politician right now . Huhhh... please know that I never INTEND to be one as I have lack knowledge and experience in those kind of field . I am just stating whats on my mind at this moment .

Whats that ? Thought on uploading pictures on Instagram ? HAHAHA! Well, sometimes I do post some .So far, i only post 37 post and I'm quite cool about it. Like I am not that kind of person who 24/7 posting pictures of them . Well, i think its should not be a problem on it actually . Well, lets be open minded shall we ? But , you have to be thoughtful to those who..for example you post a lot of pictures of you going to a luxurious places and eats magnificent foods or anything... spare a thought on those who doesn't have the luck like you . Its all in the matter of think before you do something . Easy peasy eh ?

So, now that I have reached the last point on my entry tonight . Maybe after this I have to brainstorm ideas and starting to write something more ..... relevant and exciting ? I dont know if I should or not dear readers/viewers/stalkers  ! It's kinda like a teamwork between you and me , tell me whether I should continue running this blog or preparing a funeral for this blog already ...? Get it ?


So, till then I am hoping that tomorrow will be a better day for you, for me, and all of us . Therefore, I seek apologize if I have ever done something stupid before ...( lol, why do I have to say this? It feels like the end of school .)    

Till we meet again . All the love . I. :)

ADOPTED SISTURR .

Look, how happy and crazy we are!
HAHAHA ! This is a picture of us, well, basically the 3 of us have to...like..adopt a sister as our junior and it was supposed to be our full responsibility towards them as they're new to our school. Yep, during this photoshoot, we were supposed to sit next to our little sister accordingly or paired.
So, a little bit about my sister? Hurm,,,, I guess I'm too tired too tell about it tonight. Sorry that I let you down dear readers . I'm just so stressed right now and I need to listen to music to ease my pain. What's that ? yeahh... I know I still haven't finished my story about " From Enemies To Friend"... I know, I owe you big time ! I promised to finished it ASAP. Like, I'm not very good at writing story tho, but for you my dearest reader, I WILL !~
So till then ! Until we meet again on next post !
Loads of love ! Xx

GUESS WHAT ? IT'S 2015 WE'RE GOING TO TALK ABOUT !!!!!

Okay, I know, I know, everyone, relax. You must be so excited about the new year's eve party, right? Yeah, but I don't party. I slept early last night. Managed to call and greet some of my friends were the best ending for 2014. Now, I started to miss that year. The year I am sitting for the biggest EXAM in my life and now,I'm going to face the world alone without my best friends and the guidance from my teachers...It may sounds cheesy, but who cares?! I missed them so much. It's the year that I hold onto so much. Plus, all the sweet and bad things that happen, OH! I wish everyday in my 365 days will be written in a book with a great title and well published so that people are dying to read it. No, let's talk on me. I am the one who going to read about it. Because it is my story.

Okay, now back to the point. I wake up at 9.15 AM this morning, after a trails of weird yet interesting dreams last night. To be honest, I couldn't really sleep last night. So, I check on my Instagram, and then Twitter for a news from....the boys. Well, you know them already, of course I am talking about 1D~~ Hahaha...I don't care , haters gonna hate them and me. So what , we're their girls and they are our boys! I jumped on my feet when I saw 2/5 tweet from the boys. It's from Liam and Harry. Both of them said a few words that bring smile to my face. Yet, I am still waiting for a tweet from someone...Louis? Where were you last night? Why aren't you tweet something? Although it was a bit disappointing, but knowing that 2/5 of them tweeted is just grand. Well, I guessed it's enough. Plus, I retweeted Harry's tweet. Hahaha...he was such a gentleman . Love them all! 

So basically, when starting my new year, I can't help than wishing that this year is going to be better than the yesteryear. Which, i already have some in my mind...but I'm not going to write it here...because I still thinking about it. So, I just wish all my readers and if you're new here, then I welcome you with the warmest hug I can give . Please, I'm so happy and appreciate all your views throughout 2014. Hoping that this year my viewers keep increasing ! Trust me, I am going to provide you with an incredible journey of my new part in life . I will never let you down.... Till then, much love ! Xx

P/S : YEEAAHHHHH I'm 18 baby ! Woohooo !! I don't know why but I'm going to feel that this is my YEAR ! Happy days everyone !

Between friends and enemies. ( A beautiful story )

Hello there my lovely viewers and readers! So, it's 11:13 am in my country now. If you're still working, keep going on don't stop, think about your kids at home. And if you are a blogger like me, well, keep BLOGGING! hahaha.. just kidding. Well, keep on writing extravaganza blog!
Let's straight to the point: today I'm bringing you a beautiful story about friendship. It was based on my true story. Real life experienced.Note that in this story I'm not going to use real identity. Right, so enjoy reading --->[ PARTE ONE]

Friends. Ahh... what a secure feeling when I thought about it. About her. Her name is Eleanor.She had been my best friend since the first time I entered this school. Ever since then, we always spend our precious time together. It feels like we were destined for each other in this world. She was my whole world as I was everything to her. Being in a boarding school which I hardly had time to be with my family constantly and the emptiness disappear the moment I saw her. She's like my own sister. No, more like twins.An unbiological-twins. That is what we are. But that is what we used to be.

It was before she came right? Before you changed your mind about me. Before the whole thing changed.
Then, after four years of sticking up to Eleanor for so long, things started to change a lil' bit. There was this new girl in our school. And she was put in my class. Eleanor was studying next to my class. Talking bout this new girl, at first impression, she was a rather quiet and shy girl. But from the stories that I heard from other classmates said she's a genius in additional mathematics. Wow, you better not keep yourself still my friend! As the class second monitor, I found out her name is Olivia. She's quite pretty with a significant mole on her chin. It's so obvious that when I talked to her for the first time it was my focus point. But, we're still not very close because in my class, some people had already take her as their friend. That should not be a problem with me because I have my own cup of tea like the one and only Eleanor, and a few more friends.
As months and weeks went by, Olivia was always seemed to go everywhere on her own. Did she have a problem? With my classmate? Hmm.. I just watched her made her life on her own.
Now at this point, I forgot to tell that Olivia and Eleanor were off the same sports team. They're from Yellow House while I'm Red. So, there were loads of event that separated me and Eleanor because of our sports team that year.
One day, Eleanor started to make her move when she saw Olivia was sitting alone on a bench in the garden at our school. She was looking so sad, and lonely. That's when Eleanor showed her sympathy towards this new girl, whom I just expect was just my classmate. Not more than that.
So, later on, their friendship were built on since that very day. One thing that really upsetting me is that they're chosen as a team on a video making competition in another place far from our school . Why did I sound like this? Because ever since Eleanor met Olivia, she never talked to me like she used before. And every time I joke around she was like looking at me as I was a stranger to her!
She did laugh but just a little. Then there was a whole silence because I had finished with words. And it not just ended there. My soul was totally hurt every time I saw them together. Jealousy feeling? Uh-huh. I could say that. I'm damn jealous at Olivia who got her attention from Eleanor, while when we're together it was like we're in two different world. I missed the old you. Really.
Eleanor is another problem here. She was like a butterfly that flies from one flower to another any time she wanted to. That was her way: easy come, easy go. Wait, that's not fair! How could she did this to me?!
After all these years that I'd stay loyal beside her, this is what she gave me back in return? How heartbreaking ....

Let's kick start your day with something interesting!

Hello there(again, I'm saying this I just hope you are not bored with it.) dearest readers and viewers....and stalkers! XD Okay, at this time of point, it's already 6:32 am. So, I want to wish you Good Morning to all of you! MAy this morning and the whole day brings luck to you and of course, shines up brighter like any other days. I just wish you don't wake up on the wrong side of the bed and spending the rest of your day like this:

"Ugh, I wish "moghning" never exist!"

HAHAHA. Now that's funny. I mean, who else never really wish they can sleep all day and stay in bed? (Me!) Okay, but let's be positive and rational now okay? Look, the idea is you have to be GRATEFUL for the new morning you have. Trust me, some people were just having the last morning of their life cursing and swearing and complaining about this and that. These people didn't really achieve the purpose of life: that is to be grateful for each new day that come. Because, without a new day you'll never get a job. And if you're a student(like me) you'll never know what interesting things might happen on that particular day. Or, how wonderful will be on the rest of your day.

"Mummy! I'm so happy I'm going to smile all day!"

Yep, I like this picture. So, next time before you doze of to your bed in your pyjamas, let's hope for a BETTER new day. Like I said, maybe it's the last morning you have for the rest of your life. Get what I mean here? I hope you'll wake up smiling thinking about the wonderful adventures right ahead.

Yup! Smile like this baby when you wake up from bed!

Ouh, before that you have to make sure you have a really good sleep. Normally, we need to sleep for 8 hours. Unless you're a polar bear! I'm pretty sure you won't want to be like this in your class or office:

HAHAHA! Sorry Harry Styles! I came across your pic when I type "Waking up smiling" on Google. Now, this is a tired Harry. (I don't know I think this is cute!)

or even worse, you have a face like this one:

A perfect GRUMPY face ! Avoid this!

Okay, before I'm saying goodbye for now, I want to show a pic of Harry( I'm not Harry's girl!) when he just waking up from bed. Okay, I need to catch some air now. Enjoy!

*speechless*

Hahaha..okay, enough of that ! I'm blushing now!

So, here's a words of advice to all of you:

Till then dear readers and viewers! Stay young and free! Do send a feedback and feel free to ask me bout anything you want to. Please, the door's always come :D

What is Me Time?

I'm sure most of you have experienced this right?

Okay, hello again my dearest viewers and readers! Right, on this post this time I want to share about having a "Me Time" and what's the deal with it- I mean, the good and bad side of it. Firstly, what is a "Me Time"? Well, here it is: the time a person has to himself or herself, in which to do something for his or her own enjoyment. When talking about needing a time to do something I mean to be alone where you shut out from the world around you. I'm telling you, when I need a me time, I usually expressed it in drawings on the sketchbook or scribble it somewhere that I think is appropriate or tuned in to One Direction's song( of course!). Well, this is a true story, I've been through many stage of life like this- and I think I knew the pros and cons of it- especially when it revolved around your friendship life. ( Now this has nothing to do with marriage life) Cause I never been into that stage yet. So, basically, this post is just by a 17 year old girl's point of view okay?So, if you disagree with me I'm not into argue BUT you can send me a feedback on the comment below. Thanks.Now, back to the topic.Yeah- Me Time....If a girl like me(typical girl) would need a time of my own because I was soooo suffocated by the world around me. Well, to be honest, I have an unbiological sister at school, or in other word is "adopted sister". She's 5 years younger and is a junior to me( of course ). Well, she is a person who still have a thousand miles journey on the world while I'd already finished with schooling. So, this girl.. I mean, my lil' sister always text me every day and night asking about me. Things like what am I doing now, or what do you feel when you left the school and stuffs like that. Well, I got to tell you, I'm tired of all of that. She just can't get enough of me. Sometimes I just thought," Can you give yourself a break?"But , I never want to break her heart cause she's my lil' sister, so I just reply to all her message just to satisfied her. But, to me she's a very good and quiet and rather shy kind of girl. But, then she realized my changes. I started to not replying her message....because I'm having a Me Time !! Hello?? That's the point of I'm posting it tonight. Okay, but the bad side of it she had become total heartbroken by my act. (oh yeah...great.) NO! Actually,I didn't mean to ditch her, or to forget her! Its just I'm trying to make her clear that in life must go on even without the person we loved the most. So, she had become sentimental about this and now: things got even worse when she had stopped sending me text message. (yeah...brilliant act!) Now, who's to blame? I don't know.It would be better if I had not been so...cold-hearted to her( I mean not being so jerk in this) and she's cool enough handling this. So now, I figured out that all she need is my support as her sister. If that's what she want, then I will give her. And to know that I'm always there for her, that is one simple thing.Oh, lastly, before I doze off to sleep, I just hope that she will be a strong girl and brave enough to face the world even without me on her side. Yep, and if you're reading this, Alysha, I want you to know I'm so lucky to meet a sister like you. Maybe we need time to know each other deeper okay? So, don't be sad! Keep your head up, remember?

Done for tonight. Good night everyone! If you have anything to ask me, do ask at the comment section below or message me personally. I really appreciate all your respond. Because at least I know I'm not alone in this world. Go On! Spread the words! Stay young and free! Love, ME..